Saturday, September 12, 2009
Dull, duller and dullest....
When did I become so dull? I was just sitting here analyzing my day to day routine and realized that all I do is work, parent two teenagers (very hard), clean house and pay bills. That is my life in a nutshell. Where's the fun? Where's the excitement? The most excitement I've had in a while is when my cat gave birth to her kittens. Can you believe it? When I die my tombstone will say "here lies the dullest person to ever live".
Okay, time for a change. I need to try sky diving, bungee jumping, deep sea fishing....something!
Please give me some suggestions.
What do most 43 year old women (single moms) do for fun? I need a hobby. What kind of hobby can I take up? I will admit right now that I have a short attention span and I get bored quickly. I'm probably ADD. I feel I have an adventurous spirit, but I have this other side that is do darn responsible and logical. I talk myself in of and out things all of the time.
I have been this way my whole life. Wanting to find adventure and freedom, then turning down opportunities because I felt "needed" where I was. I feel like I have an internal struggle going on at all time. My heart goes one way buy my mind stays planted where it's at and says "no,no, you can't do that". So I end up on the couch.
Yes, I have become a couch potato with the butt to prove it. I sit in my chair at work all day long, then come home and sit on the couch or lie in bed. Depressing, huh? I can't figure out if I am depressed most of time or just plain lazy. My mother would probably agree with the latter.
Help! What do you do for fun? Send me your favorite hobbies or activities!